Grey mountains rise, head slowly drops
Eyes close – dissolving vain ancestral hopes

Snowflakes turn into dirty freezing rivers
Get in my blood and give me shivers
I’m running low on fuel and on tears
There’s nothing left to lose
No consolations and no fears

My head is made of stone, it weighs 3 tons
Pain, anger and regret live in my bones
I’m sweaty cold and burning hot
My stomach is a twisted knot

Through foggy mind I see a homeless cat
He's made of snow
He has one ear and only one eyebrow
I run, I fly away
It doesn’t work
Clock stops, tomorrow is today
I’m filled with timeless quite
And hear my breath – all right.

Love is body
Love is a singing wound
Perfectly tuned and painfully untuned
Love is the symphony of the world
Infinite, complete, pure, bold

Love is happiness out of control
Love is breathtaking
Love is a free fall
Love is a spontaneous dance for all
Love is jazz
Love is a rock n roll

Love is absence
No one to arrive, no one to depart
Love is here
Love is my heart torn apart

Love is wonder
Love is agony, hurt of loss
Love is mystery
Love is a kiss with no effect and no cause

Love is intimacy
Every cell filled with quite joy
Love is innocence
Love is my devotion –
To a man and a boy
To you, sister
To you, brother
To you, teacher
To you, mother
To you, stillness of being
Breath of creation,
Unknown mystery
Of manifestation

Love is silence
Barefoot walk with the spirits and ghosts
Love is surrender
Slow immersion in a sea full of frost

Love is water
Love is depth of dissolving form
Love is freedom
Equilibrium in the raging storm

Love is death
Love is ever present change
Love knows no mercy,
No logic, no prayer, no name and no age

Love is sacred
Love is all that is left on earth
Love is our nature
Love is you, love is me, love is human worth.

So, love –
Love now!
Love no matter what
Love as you had never thought
Love with the whole heart
Love as the form of art
Love through the veil of human game
Through anger, fear, sadness, pain
Love free of time and space
Love now
Love and lose the face
Love in action
Love and forget yourself

Love –
As if you are an elf
As if you are a rain
As if you are insane
Love playful, tender, slow
As if you are wild river’s flow

Let love destroy you
Now die
Love as if now is the last time.

I found a home
Where freedom lives
Time fades away
And sorrow sleeps.

Sister, I am here and you are too
A woman of true wisdom, strength and heart
New Order is here
New lifetime begins –
Transcending and embracing many lifetimes –
Sacred, filled with spirit, playful, profoundly meaningful and incredibly simple

All worlds align and make themselves known –
Visible and invisible
Neither yours nor mine

Past is crushed by the present
Future lost its power

We are swimming, floating, drowning in the purifying waters
Old skin comes off layer after layer
Scars are healed
Wound of love is cut raw open
To bleed and to breath,
And to love ever more deeply

Air thickens and the force is so tangible
Deep surrender is taking place
Truth is revealed
My mother is a witch and I am her daughter
I am a woman mystical in nature
I am who i am, free of shame and fear
I am a bat and a bear, a sage and an ancient dancer
Screaming, singing, crying, laughing, playing, praying, creating
Snakes are crawling out of my fingers
My hands are the fish
I’m growing as a grass and falling as a rain

My body is new and deeply relaxed, belly out, womb free
Happiness turn my flesh to honey
Gratitude melts my head to the ground
I’m here and I will dance with you forever.

Why am I here?
Where was I born?
Am I alone?
What is my home?

Is it a place,
Is it a face,
Is it a time,
Is it all mine,
Is it to live, to do or to love,
Is it within, below or above,

Is it a verb or is it a noun,
Is it a country, a city, a town,
Is it land, a sky or an ocean,
A body, a breath, an emotion,
A friend, a lover, a mother,
A culture, a language or rather–

Is it a quiet morning,
Raindrops on my skin,
Wild dance, timeless talk,
Waterfall singing on silent walk,
Infinite kindness and depth of your eyes,
Sudden surprise,
Sharing tears,
Gifts, struggles, fears,

Is it intensity of reckless fight,
Is it a release when things are alright,

Is it Russian roulette or a game of chess,
Is it a dialogue between life and death,

Is it a wonder that makes human thrive
Constantly changing all forms of life?

I don’t know what it is but I know it’s here –

When I speak, when I feel, when I hear
Through the ice of habit, through the fog of fear,

It's chaos and order, it's a beautiful mess,
Perfect equation – no more and no less.

From mind to heart, from heart to mind
I’m on the way and I’ve arrived;

I am home –

When I see the world is bright
When I see at least one hundred hues of white

I am home –

When it’s warm
When I love
When I write
When it's quite

Never and always alone –
It's so good to be home.